John (Angie)

LOOK WHCH GOLDEN GIRL I AM

2003-02-16T22:14:21Z

Which Golden Girl Are You?

I'M BACK

2003-02-10T02:45:43Z

hey there everyone,
i'm back again LOL......well, let's see here........where do i begin....well i did the miss first lady dc continental pageant.......i got last LOL.....i knew i lost as soon as i got into regestration......there were 4 contestants including me........2 of them have had a national title already and all three of them placed top 12 at miss continental this past year out of 50 girls, so it was going to be a tought contest........stasha sanchez won, 1st alternate was tyra alore and second alternate was victoria lace.....................TOUGH COMPETITION.....but i had fun, got some phone number and got hooked up!!!!! so now i am working with Jose' Abraham......he used to live in manhattam new york, but just recently moved to virginia.....he is the continental man!!!!! he knows everything about hair, make up, gowns, etc........so he gave me his number to call him when i got back home..........so i did.........he is going to mexico feb 3-9 and when he get's back i'm suppose to call him and i'm going down to work with him.......i guess after the pageant, him and jim flint were talking, and jim wants me to go to continental this year, so jose's job is to make sure that i get there LOL YAYZ!!!!!! i'm so excited.....i'm running for his prelim in mahattan on march 5 at the club zigfields.....they are giving away 3 crowns that night,..........miss laneuva, miss latina and miss esquilita continental.......i'm hoping i get one of them so i can compete this year at miss continental in chicago, labor day weekend.........
I finally today, had my final fitting for my gown which took me 10 months to pay off LOL. i was suppose to wear it tonight for miss akron us of a, but 4 of my sponsers backed out on me and they cancelled the pageant........so they are appointing me this thursday at the interbelt,where, for the first time, i will be wearing my gown YAYZ! i'm so excited about that.....THE GOWN LOOKS FUCKING FABULOUS i love it!!!!!.....so, after all that....i now have to get ready for miss ohio us of a which is going to be held at bounce nite club this year easter weekend, my continental prelim on march 5 in new york, i have at least one booking way out of town at lease once a week......and all the rest of the pageants are comign up also....miss ceasar's, miss mixx, miss babylon, miss gay akron, miss cocktails.........LOL i don't know where to begin LMAO LOL...............this is my year this year....i've worked to hard in my career to hold back any longer......i'm doing every pageant that comes my way this year and nothing or no one is gonna stop me.............so watch out peoples, here comes angie LMAO LOL LOL............oh well, i'm gonna stop talking now and let you go.......keep looking back for more updates and don't forget to come out to the interbelt this thursday to see me crowned as miss akron us of a and wear my gown for the first time LOL.....talk to you all laterz
Love
Angie

GETTING CLOSE!!!!!

2003-01-21T10:54:24Z

Hey there everyone,
well, it's about 3 days before my pageant in washington dc.....i have almost everything done YAYZ!!! (knock on wood).....my money is coming slowly........i can't belive i am going to a pageant with a package that i actually wanted instead of a second hand package where i didn't have the money............I'M EXCITED!!!!!...........i just have 2 more things to sew and the rest of everything is all small things to do.....a button here, a rhinestone there, etc....you get the point LOL.....i'm a little nervous.....but, you'll have that.....i'm gonna go and do my best and we'll see what happens, hopefully i come back with the crown and be on my way this labor day weeked to comepete for the title of Miss Continental!!!!!..........
Also, i'm back at bounce nite club again.....they raised thier show budget and things.......so i'm comign back,,,,,,,plus, i make so much more money there than i do in akron.......they are about to give me my own show night on wednesdays (we'll see how that goes).....I just love performing up there, everyone is so nice and the shows start at a decent time LOL (i'm in bed by the time the akron shows start LOL).....plus, i've missed brionna brooks, so i'm excited i get to see here again a lot.....we work so well together and have a fucking blast all the time, i love it!!!!!
Well, i'm running out of things to talk about, so i'm gonna let you go (i'm a little stressed about these pageants coming up, so my mind is wondering all over the fucking place LOL)....so i'll get back to you soon, hopefully with a new title and crown!!!!!
talk to you soon
Love Always,
Angie

!!!!!PAGEANT SEASON IS HERE!!!!!

2003-01-14T01:50:01Z

Hey there everyone,
sorry about not writing for a while, but i have been busy with all these pageants coming up.....I have like 1,000 to do this year LOL.....I'm getting ready for Miss First Lady DC Continental in Washington, DC on January 24.....I'm excited, my entire package is so much better than last years......i hope i win, or at least get 1st alternate.....I'm also finally back at Pegasus again YAYZ!!!!! Sierra and I are performing there on the 22 (2 days before my pageant LOL) this is gonna be one road trip weekend LOL.....because, Sierra is also going with me to the pageant to dress me, along with her husband Nick........my back up dancers: Antwon and Jade'.......and my 2 friends: Jazmyn and Mandi.........THIS SHOULD BE A HOOT OF A WEEKEND lol..........So when i come back from DC, i have to start getting ready for Miss Akron US of A on February 9 at the Interbelt Nite Club.....MY GOWN IS ALMOST PAID FOR yayz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BUT (lol) as soon as that one is paid for, i'm starting on my new gown (oh goodness LOL).....
As for me and J.P., we are doing fucking fabulous!!! I LOVE IT.....everyday is like the first day we started dating....we went to Niagra Falls right after christmas for the weekend.....HAD A WONDERFUL TIME......came home and we got the flu LOL, oh well lol.....Now, we just took down the christmas tree and re-decorated for spring/summer..........the place looks HOT!!!!! stop by and see it.....well everyone, i'm not gonna talk anymore, i gots to go and sew again and get everything together.............AND.........lol...........IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO SPONSER ME, I AM IN NEED OF MONEY SO BAD...........talk to you all laterz
Keep checking back for updates on my pageants and things.
Bye Bye
Love always.
Angie

ANOTHER DAY OF MINE

2002-12-21T03:28:56Z

hey there everyone,
well, let's see here.............I did the show at the mixx last night.....it was very cute.....made very good money last night.........i missed JP so much that my night was very depressing.......this is ther first time in a month we have not gone to bed together.....very wierd.......i didn't get home until like 4:30 in the morning.....and i slept until like 5 in the afternoon LOL........it's been a while since i've slept that late.......I got up this morning, and everyone called all at the same time LOL (over it)...I was gonna go do something, but i can't remember now (i hope i did it LOL).....So, Mackenzie called and i went over there..........we went to red lobster for dinner and then back to walmart LMAO LOL.....she got a few more things and i got a card for cha cha and serena.....then we decided to go to the mall over by where she lives.........we had a fucking blast.....we ran into cha cha and rosa......that was a gag!!!!! Now, see...........i just got done with all of my christmas shopping.....and then me and mackenzie went into a store in the mall, and i went coo coo!!!!! so now, i'm buying onr more gift for my mom, one more gift for my dad and 2 more gifts for JP LOL.....oh goodness......so i'm going to get those things tomarrow.....YAYZ!
well, we went back to mazkenzie's house and dropped off her stuff and i stayed for a little bit......then i remembered she had wire cutters......so i went outside and finally cut my fucking mirror off my passanger side......which has been dangling for the past god knows who many fucking months LMAO LOL.......i brought it in and asked mac if she needed a mirror LMAO LOL,,,,,,i was going to throw it away, but then i was just in a playful mood and left it in front of steffanie's door step LMAO LOL.....MERRY CHRISTMAS GIRL lmao lol mac and i thought that was the funniest thing in the world LMAO LOL..........then it started snowing really really bad......and of course, my wipers still don't work.....so i had to drive like fucking miss dazy all the way home....OVER IT!!!!!
well i'm home now and i'm in for the night till i go to cocktails tonight to see serena's farewell show, cause she is moving to Georgia.....and jose who is moving to virginia (YOU ALL FINALLY GOT OUT OF AKRON.....NEXT IS MY TURN, YOU CAN COUNT ON THAT PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!).
well i'm off of here for now, got to get some dinner ready for me and JP.....talk to you all laterz
Angie

TAKIN' IT EASY

2002-12-12T17:38:58Z

well let's see......i'm so relaxed right now.....i just feel wonderful......don't know why, i just do!!! LOL Me and JP had a fabulous night last night.............WE DIDN'T GO OUT lol......we've decided not to go out AT ALL anymore.........too many fags are getting themselves involved in us and WE do not want that.........we only go out now if we HAVE to.....other than that, don't even bother calling to see if we are coming out or not, cause you would be asking a VERY stupid question LOL...........................yesterday, i brought my computer desk and crowns and trophies to akron to set up.....i had wade, melanie (next door neighbor) and TJ (next door neighbor's BF) all over here last night LOL IT WAS A FUCKING GAG.....I LOVED IT./......TJ was working on my car......Melanie was hanging my shelf in the bedroom and wade was helping me clean and put things up and away LOL........JP got home and loved everything.....we had some dinner and went to bed...........YOU KNOW, IT IS SO NICE GOING TO BED AT A DECENT HOUR!!!! you should try it sometime, it's fucking fabulous....SERIOUSLY!!!!!
We got up this morning and i made breakfast, as usual and he got ready for work........so i'm going to do some grocery shopping, and some interviews today!!!!!
I'm doing the show sunday at the interbelt for Mackenzies birthday show.....i can't wait, our neighbor's are coming to see the show....it should be fun...........I was gonna do my christmas talent i did last year for miss canada continental with antwon...........but, WHY BOTHER.......i'm not gonna bust my but and rehears for a show where most of the people could give a flying fuck..........(not all of you and you know who you are!!!) but most of everyone that goes to my shows!! so it's just gonna be just another regular number show LOL........i'll make it fun!!!!!
well everyone, i'm off to accomplish a lot of things today, i'll see you when i get back in later.
Angie

WHAT THE FUCK!!!

2002-12-11T08:17:26Z

WHAT THE FUCK..............does no one anymore have anything good to say about anyone????? I am so sick of hearing......."you're are crazy", "you all are moving to fast", "you all are dumb".........WHY DON'T YOU ALL LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE AND KEEP OUT OF MY FUCKING BUSINESS AND MY FUCKING RELATIOSHIP................and i don't think that JP wants any of this either.....in fact, I KNOW he doesn't want any of this!!!!! 2 very good people close to me gave us very good words of advice.............."keep your relationship out of the club and keep everyone out of your business".............so that is what we are trying to do........so if you haven't gotten the hint yet.....you all need to FUCK OFF!!!!! I've been so upset lately.....i don't want to go out anymore, i don't want to perform anymore and i don't want to talk to barely ANY of my so called friends anymore.................everytime I go out OR "we" go out......no one has anything nice to say but like maybe 3 people!!!! NOW THAT'S A LITTLE FUCKED UP DON'T YOU THINK????????????????????????????????????????????????? I am very happy with the way things are going in my life AND IN MY RELATIONSHIP and so is my boyfriend...............i nor does JP give a flying fuck what you have to say or what you think................except our REAL friends!!!!!
AND ANOTHER THING.............it's kinda strange that a lot of the entertainers in akron get tipped because of thier popularity and not thier talent.....................I WORK MY FUCKING ASS OFF EVERYTIME I DO A SHOW..............i don't think anyone knows what i go through to get ready for a show........i think that i am the only entertainer that doesn't suck up th everyone, hang out with everyone and be stupid with everyone just to get a fucking following and get tipped........i want to be able to get tipped on my performance, and not becuase of who i know.......THERE IS A BIG DIFFERENCE...............if half of the entertainers in akron were to go outside of ohio and perform, they would come back with a whole new attitude.......they wouldn't have thier friends there to cheer them on and tip them down.....they would have nothing but thier stage presence........AND THAT MY DEAR.......LOL well.....i'm not going to say anything more about that.......all i have to say is that i don't think the would even make enough money to cover the gas for the ride back home.........................I HAVE ALWAYS FELT LIKE THIS MY WHOLE DRAG CAREER.............i have watch everyone perform and always watch who tips who........and if you were in my shoes, you would just be in shock ALL OF THE TIME.........I tried to keep it in for the past 5 years, but i can't no more...........I HAVE TO ACTUALLY GET A SECOND JOB FOR MY DRAG CAREER...............i can't even count on my drag tips anymore and especially any of my benifits....................I DON'T WANT TO BE IN A CLICK.......i want to be my own person and my own individual and get respect for that and nothing else..........................and if you all can't handle that, then i really don't think you were my friend to begin with............
So........with all of this said...............stay out of my business, my relationship and destroy you're own lives and leave me the fuck out of it............and when something does go wrong, DON'T EVEN THINK ABOUT COMING TO ME OR CALLING ME, cause.....um.........I DON'T HAVE THE TIME FOR THE DRAMA.
talk to you all later
John

OH WOW!!!!!

2002-12-10T19:21:28Z

Hey there everyone,
boy, have i had a few interesting weeks LOL.....to start off.....me and JP are doing fabulous living together.....WE LOVE IT!!!!! I can't wait for christmas!!!! Everyday so far has been wonderful.......everyday feels like the first day we met....and keeps getting better and better YAYZ!!!!
So i finally got a job.....at Damon's in medina......i started my training last sunday, and i had training all week long......so monday came along....we over slept and i missed my second day of training LOL WHO KNEW lol.....so i called them tuesday and said that the power went out.....well my namager was not going to be in until saturday and i was suppose to call her then..........so when they told me that.....i got freaked out and went job hunting again JUST IN CASE lol......so i got an interview with TGIFriday's for this past monday............well i called back on saturday and i guess she was busy and they said she would call me back later......and she still has yet to call me back LOL (I DON'T THINK I WORK THERE ANYMORE lol).....so..... also, this past saturday I was booked in toledo and ceasar's show bar.......I got up early that morning to make some outfits.....I LOVE THEM..... I got done just in time to leave......so we drive up there (it felt like forever) and get to ceasar's......we get there at like oh about 9 pm LOL and the first show starts at 9:30 LOL......so i had to paint right away.......the first show was horrible......which i accpected (no one ever comes to a bar that early LOL).......the second show was better........then between the second and third show.....Desi decided to give me like fucking 3 shots of snowballs.........they got me together ONE MOTHER FUCKIGN TIME...........i could barely stand up in the dressign room........so the third show started and i was second.....and i was fucking waisted....AND i was doind wonder woman LOL.....if felt like someone wound me tight as hell and let me go.....I COULD NOT STOP DANCING FOR THE LIFE OF ME......I was falling and tripping in a fewplaces, but i think i covered them up really good LOL...... So the last show ended and i was still a little tipsy........i got out of drag and just waited for my pay......KIARRA AND I HAD A FUCKING BLAST THAT NIGHT.....i miss her so much.....i can't wait to go back and i can't ait till she comes for her booking at the interbelt in january.....SHE LOVES JP TO DEATH....!!!!!....(she's said to JP LOL: she's a Fontaine, she just don't know it yet LOL) I LOVE THAT..!!!!!
So we said our goodbye's and left. We get to a gas station which had a subway in it.....of course we stopped cause we were fucking starving LOL..............so we got gas, cig's and food, pulled around to the back and ate......Then we started to get going.....i was still intoxicated, so JP drove for now........Then all of a sudden in the middle of driving, my fucking transmission went........we were stuck on 80 for like 2 hours LOL with no heat.....I felt so bad cause JP had to be at work at 11:30........ well, the towe truck finally came and towed us all the way from SANDUSKY lol to akron.....we got in at 8 in the morning.......i was so mad and upset and tired i could have just fucking screamed!!!!! i stayed up all day.......took JP to work with his truck (cause mine was DONE !!!!!) and did my running around for the day.........then i went to pick him up around 5 pm.....I was so tired, i got lost twice LOL......finally get there and told him to get in the drivers seat or we ain't going no where LMAO LOL LOL LOL......so we get home......and i was going to get ready for the show that night at the interbelt.......(i had called danyel earlier that day and asked if she had any openings to let me know)......so i told JP i was gonna lay down and to wake me up at 9:30.....well i didn't know that he was gonna lay down as well (he didn't know either LOL) and i didn't set my alarm.....so we slept right through the night.....I WAS OVER IT.....I NEEDED THE MONEY LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS........i wrote danyel and explained everyting and she was ok with that......THANK GOD!!!!!
well everyone LOL that was my interesting few weeks....check back soon for more coverage on my life LOL talk to you all soon
Love
Angie

HEY THERE

2002-12-02T01:15:28Z

hey there everyone,
well a lot has happened since the last time i was on here. Oh my goodness..............me and JP are just having the time of our lives together........i've made him breakfast, he's made me dinner.......(and now both of us finally know how to cook a ham LOL)we have had the most fabulous dessert in the world.......(now people, get your minds out of the gutter right now!!!!!)I so can't wait for christmas, this is going to be the best christmas i have ever had, and i hope it's the best christmas JP has ever had as well.....I'm getting him something so special, i just wanna cry...........i never thought that dating the same person everday, would feel as if you were dating them for the first time everyday........it's amazing......i lvoe him so much.....i just do...........we were meant to be together, we have be..............
well everyone, i'm not going to type a book tonight, so i'm gonna let you go for now................i have to finish me and the hubby's laundry.......them off home to spend the rest of the night with him.....talk to you all laterz
John

WHAT A FABULOUS WEEKEND

2002-11-25T18:30:30Z

well everyone, let's see here LOL,
i had the most fantastic weekend in my life. My boyfriend and I decided to have a christmas weekend and get ready for the holidays.........so we came to my house and got my HUGE lol christmas tree and decorations to put up in his apartment..........it was so nice to get ready for the holidays with someone you really really care about.........We just got done putting up the tree, and then realized that all the lights of mine did not work at all LOL, so we had to run to walmart and get new lights.,............so, instead of just white lights this year, it alternates from white to blue all the way down the christmas tree.............IT'S HOT!!!!!.........
We stayed in mostly all weekend and drank hot chocolate, watched movies and cuddled............it was so nice..............But, while we were at walmart, he say this cute little stuffed bear that came out for 2002 for the holidays.......you should have seen the look on his face when he saw this bear in walmart..................it was so cute..........so.........come sunday, i had to run home and finish an outfit for danyel...........on the way back to my house to finish realy quick, i stopped at walmart and picked up the little cute bear that he saw in the store.............i set it on my passenger seat......I went back to his apartment to pick him up to run to the belt really quick to drop off the costume.........and when i opened the door for him , there was his little bear sitting there waiting for him..................his face was priceless....................I LOVED IT!!!!!
You know, I am a little sceptical of falling in love quick.......I like to get to know the person first and find out everything i can about them.......but...........in this situation.............i don't think i had any doubts...........it different when you first meet someone and are dating and trying to get to know each other all in one.......but when you are friends first..........already know each other and clicked very well when you first met...............it's just obvious that there was somethine there even before you met that person..........and that is exactly what happened................with in just one week..........i fell so far in love and so head over heels for him........it's not even funny........i love everything about him.....EVERYTHING......the way he smiles at me, the way we can look each other in the eyes and just feel exactly what each other is feeling, the way he touches me, the was he holds me, the way he talks to me and the cute little way he looks when he is all giddy and things...............I COULD GO ON AND ON ABOUT HIM AND NOT EVEN GET TIRED OF TALKING ABOUT IT!!!!!!!............
We are in this for the long run, and i know that we both feel the same about everything and each other..................

yo "YOU": YOU MAKE ME SO HAPPY AND SO GLAD TO BE ALIVE............I AM SO GLAD YOU CAME OUT IN THE OPEN WITH ALL OF YOUR FEELINGS........
don't ever change......I LOVE YOU JUST THE WAY YOU ARE
My little J.P.

well everyone, i'm gonna get off here for the day, i'll see you back soon
take care
John

YAYZ!!!!!!!!!! IT'S SNOWING

2002-11-22T20:41:08Z

hi there,
well, last night was one adventure LOL. Let me tell you LOL................Well, as everyone knows it rained last night, and i don't have wipers on my car cause they broke..............so stupid me decided to go up to my boyfriends work last night to leave a little gift on his car...........it was so pouring down rain, i was over it.......the semi's let me HAVE IT n the road, almost died LOL.......mind you, i live in valley city and his work is in parma (about 20 mintues from me north)............then i had to drive all the way to akron to danyel's house to fit her for a costume......still raining. after that i hit it to the interbelt to watch the show and be with my boy!!!!! Well, after the show, we all hit it to breakfast...........getting out of there late like always........then i went back to my hunny's house to stay the night..........it was a fabulous night.............For some reason, he is i think the only person who i don't have to worry about him cheating on me, he just isn't that type of person.......and he is also a person, that you could just cuddle with and talk with all night long without having sex..............now that's a relationship......FINALLY SOMEONE WHO ISN'T IN IT FOR JUST THE SEX!!!!!!........not saying that we didn't do it again,,,,,but that's besides the point LMAO LOL.......Well we woke up.............and mind you.....everytime i'm over there i always ask if it is snowing yet outside (we both are waiting for the snow to get here)..............well when we woke up this morning, i asked again and we went to the window as usual............BITCH!!!!!!!!!!! IT WAS FUCKING SNOWING OUTSIDE. oh my fucking god, we were happy LOL................
Well, that's about it for the day..........I now have to get ready for the show at cocktails tonight.
OH.....I ALSO GOT MY HAIRCUT TODAY FINALLY.....I LOVE IT....NICE AND SHORT lol
Well, i'll talk to you all tomarrow.
John

I'm Back!!!!!

2002-11-21T12:24:46Z

Hi everyone,
I'm back again. I know, it's been a while since i've been in my live journal. Wow, a lot has gone on in teh fast few months....where do i begin????? Well, i called the Baton Show Lounge in Chicago, and they have filled the position on the show cast. BUT......they said they will keep me on file, that if the person does not work out on the cast they will give me a call again. AND, they are still gonna bring me out for a weekend to perform up there. YAYZ!!!!! EXCITED!!!!! I was working up at Bounce in cleveland, but things got a little out of hand and I had to leave......But, i still perform up there once in a while. I GOTS TO GO SEE MY BRIONNA ONCE IN A WHILE lol.......As for Brionna, she is doign well and she loves it up there in cleveland. She just came back from Axis in columbus where she competed for the title of Miss Axis, she got 1st runner up. YOU GO GIRL!!!!! As for drag, i have been taking a break right now..............i'm trying to get ready for the Miss Ohio Divas Pageant on Sunday, December 15 at the Interbelt Nite Club.......THIS PAGEANT IS LETTING ME HAVE IT. This I think is the most difficult pagenat I have had to get ready for in all my life LOL. BUT, i will have a sickning gown YAYZZ!!!!! As you all know, i was on the hormone pills again LOL.....suprise, suprise, I'M OFF THE THEM AGAIN lol lmoa lol....... I had some problems with my blood from the estrogen and smoking, and it kinda scared me a little. Plus, i don't really think that is what i want right now...........like i said before, WHAT THE FUTURE HOLDS FOR ME IS ONE BIG MISTERY!!
NOW THE GOOD NEWS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I had met someone a while ago...BUT....he was seeing on of my friends....LOL.....when i first met him, he seemed cool!!!!!.....we got to know each other over then next few months after meeting......and he ended up to be a hoot to hang out with LOL.....but, no one knew i kinda had a crush on him LOL....except for Jazmyn ( go figure LOL)>>>>>
Well, I kept it cool.........just kept myself busy all the time.. Then, out of the blue, those 2 people broke up.............Well, I was like.....OK, my turn LOL. But i didn't do anything. I didn't want my friend to be upset with me if i went after him. So i still didn't do anything LOL. Well, all of a sudden, Sierra and her husband were having a hollween party at thier place. They made ONE pot of punch LOL. Everyone was so trashed by the end of the night it was not even funny LOL. Well, I don't know how it happend, but me and the person I kinda liked, ended up fooling around after the party was over. IT WAS HOT LOL!!!!! Well, i got up the next morning and went home. I so wanted to hook up with him after that...........BUT.........He was kinda i guess trying to get to know a few people..........and that made me a little upset, so i kept my distance.........(just kinda sat in my corner and watched.....didn't feel so good).......well all of a sudden, he decided to IM me recently.....and we were talking about just dumb shit.......then out fo the blue, he was like........did you like me at one point? I ABOUT HIT THE FLOOR lol lol. I was like WHAT?
Well, i guess everything kinda clicked to him LOL. (you see, i always threw little hints all the time tohim, but they just went right over his head). Well, after talking all morning with him monday morning, I ended up going to his house that early afternoon (IN MY LOUNGE PANTS, BRIGHT ORANGE SLIPPERS AND A TANK TOP-----looking just as nitty driving there and walking up to his apartment LOL). We had the best day. we watched Harry Potter, went to see the new harry potter after that. Then we went to blockbuster, rented 2 more movies and bought some pizza and cookies LOL. we watched tv all night long and did nothing. IT WAS FABULOUS. (well, that's not all we did, but i have to leave something to the imagination LOL) since then, i have never been so happy in all my life.
You know, after 4 years of being single.......not really trusting men after my first boyfriend...........keeping realy distant from my feelings................He has kinda made all the dissappear.......I NEVER THOUGHT THAT WOULD HAPPEN, BELIEVE ME!!!!! I feel like when we are together, we can do anything or accomplish anything that we want to do. I could take on the world if i had to LOL LOL.
He's a sweetheart and I'm gonna keep this one, no matter what i have to do...............
TO "YOU":: I don't know how you did it, but you made me happy again.......This my dear, is the beginning of a beautiful relationship....and i can't wait to see what happens!!!!

Well everyone, i'll talk to you all laterz....
John

CALM AND RELAXED

2002-08-18T06:03:15Z

Well today has been an eventful day. I'm not in jail and i really didn't get physically mad today. I did go into dillards today and set things straight with my ex co-workers. Most of them didn't believe the rumor anyway of me getting fired for stealing LOL. I didn't even get fired, I walked out LOL............Derreck wasn't in work today when i got there, so i called him and told him that if he didn't have the rest of the money for the outfits, that i needed everything back. He wanted to know why (which was a dumb question) and i simply told him.......He has had 3 months to pay me and there are other people out there handing me money up front for outfits, so unless i get the rest of the money, they need to come back. He said fine, but he'll pay for the stuff he has already worn and give back the stuff he hasn't worn. I said, that is up to you to decide what you actually want to keep and pay for, but i need everything else back. So, we'll see what happens tomarrow when i go to pick up everything. I also found out today that one of my really good friends got us tickets to see Miss Continental on labor day weekend right up in front, with 2 payed round trip tickets to chicago and back, Brionna Brooks and I are so excited it's not even funny......we are gonna tear up that fucking town that weekend LOL. We can't wait. It's funny how me and Brionna did not get a long when we started drag, i hated her to be honest.....and now we are like inseparable. I'm not complaining either, she is a blast to hang out with. I would not recomend any other person to be friends with or go on road trips other that her. And she is friends with me because we get a long and we help each other out, not beacuse i can sew, or travel, or anything like that. She likes me for me and that's it. It's nice to have someone in your life like that. I hope that in the future we become even closer friends, like the golden girls LOL. I want to bring her to chicago with me if i move there, she really doesn't belong in akron at all, she belongs somewhere where you can go far in drag, and that is chicago. We'll see what happens with that when the time comes. But for now, i'll just enjoy the company I have with her. Tomarrow night I am suppose to be doing the show at the mixx in youngstown, ohio. It's my first show in a while, so i'm very excited to be back performing again. Well, i'm gonna let you all go for now, check back tomarrow for more exciting news on Lady Angelica LOL.
Angie

VERY INTERESTING

2002-08-17T08:45:28Z

Well, let's see here.........Today i just found out that there are false rumors being spread around at my old job. I just left Dillards Summit Mall where i worked as a make up artist/seller for Christian Dior because I could not work with a certain associate anymore and I could not deal with Dillards rules and regulations about tardies. The rumor that I just found out today is that the reason I don't work there anymore is because I got fired for stealing. I do admit in the past I have stolen stuff, but that was a LONG time ago and I have learned my lesson, TRUST ME!!!!! According to everyone, the rumor came from an ex-friend of mine named Derrick A.K.A Sierra Seville..........The thing that bothers me is that how someone could say something like that and they know it's not true.........So I'm about to go raise hell tomarrow at Dillards with someone. But, this thing between me and Sierra goes a little farther back than that................Me and Sierra and her boyfiend Nick, we basically inseparable when I did drag. I took Sierra every where I had a booking and she performed with me. She dressed me for most of my pageants at the time, I introduced her to the biggest names in the drag business, never charged her a cent for all the clothes i made for her and always went out of my way to help her, and this is the gratitude I get..................As soon as I told her I quit drag, she told me that she wanted dibs on all of my drag and i said ok.......Now, she has always been good with money, so i let her take all of the stuff she wanted from my drag collection, which was 90% of everything i owned. She said that she would pay me in payments and i trusted her.......well, it's been about 3 months now and out of the 1000.00 of stuff she bought, she has payed me 150.00 and returned 2 items that did not fit her. I have been patient with the whole money thing, but I don't think I can be patient anymore. I think it's time for me to reposes all of the stuff she has not payed for unless she gives me all of the money. Besides that little thing, to me, it feels like she was just using me for my sewing, traveling, getting her name out there, meeting the big names in the drag world. It kind makes me feel so small it's not even funny. I even got her to meet her idol, Erika Norell. And now it's like we never even hung out before. It pisses me off to the point where I just want to rip down her door and fuck her up. Like I said before, I am the nicest person you will ever meet if you just get to know me, and i expect everything that I give to someone, I get in return. Well, obviously, Sierra was not brought up right. I was going to keep everything bottled up until she decided to pay me, but this whole little thing with my old work place has just sent me over the edge. And the other thing that I find funny, the minute that Sierra found out that I might be moving to chicago and that I have an audition for the Baton Show Lounge (where all of the big names work like Mimi Marks, Monica Monroe, Cezanne), he started calling me again fr no reason. Everytime I tell people that he called me just to talk, they are like........so what does he want this time???? to go to chicago? LOL...........and I actually sit and wonder that myself now. But, what's done is done and what needs to get done will get done really soon. But first I have to go to my old work place tomarrow and set some people straight about some stuff, and then get my money. So, check back in tomarrow to see how things went and to see if i'm in jail or not LOL
Angie

Another Busy Day

2002-08-16T06:58:37Z

Well let's see here. This is my first entry in my live journal. There is a lot of things going on in my life right now. I kinda quit drag for a while (and it was kinda nice and peaceful) and now i'm getting back into it. I'm kind of excited and kinda scared. Scared, because of the fact that certain people have pushed me and my name so far into the fucking ground it's not even funny. A lot of people in a certain state do not like me because of these certain people. I am the nicest person you will ever meet and i am always helping new performers out with their careers in drag. I am not bitchy, big headed, a lier, pushy, stuck up, or any other things you might have heard about it. If you just get to know me, you'll love me. I have nothing against anybody unless someone deserves it, and that's not very many people. So, i'm a little scared of that fact that i have to try and rebuild my name and my image to everyone and wonder, every time that i am at a different bar in a different city and state, if they have heard bad or good things about it. I'm excited about getting back into it, because i have been asked by the owner of Miss Continental and the owner of The Baton Show Lounge in Chicago, to audition for the Baton next month. You could not have imagined how i was feeling at the time in my life when he called me to ask me that. I have done 3 continental prelims this year and the last prelim was Miss First Lady DC Continental held in out nations capitol a few months ago. I did not know that Jim Flint was going to be there the night before and watch the show and i did not know that he was going to be a judge for the pageant the next night. So, after the pageant was over, he had come up to me and asked for my information. Of course, i thought he was just being nice and courtious........I mean........a lot of people ask for your information and are just being nice, but never really want to help you out.......Well, he was serious!!!! That is when i got the call from him asking me to audition for the Baton. So, i'm crossing my fingers and praying to god that i get this job. I am back on the hormones again and i got my nails put back on LOL, oh well, if i don't get the job, i can always go back to being a boy, but i hope i don't have to this time. So, if you're reading this, please say a prayer for me that i do get this job at the Baton. Check back for updates on the audition and things and i'll let you know how everything is turning out. Well, i got to go to bed and try and sleep. Talk to you tomarrow
Angie